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[14 Apr 2006|02:30pm] |
It is soooooo beautiful out today! I like it :)
Kris and Kyle should be here soon, then we shall hangout!
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| Built to Spill |
[13 Apr 2006|09:41pm] |
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Built to Spill |
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School took forever today, it sucked. For track today, we went to the sand dunes, it was hard, and it sucked, but now that it's over, it was sweet. Then went too Hardees afterwards with Kramer, Dillon and Jared, and Randall, it was awesome. We then went too play some baseball out at Lion's field with a bunch of people (about 20+). We played baseball for practically 2 hours it was sweet. Then everyone left. Kramer, Scotty, and I played some hack, then Ben showed up. We played hack for about and hour and a half.
Now I am home, just sitting here, worn out, sore, and tired. No one is online to talk too, so I am just sitting here listening to music. It is depressing. Life could really be better, but hey, what can ya do? Look at the good things in life, and better things will come...I guess. I just gotta be optimistic.
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| Eh |
[12 Apr 2006|07:09pm] |
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Coal Chamber |
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Well, I don't know
We are going to the dunes tomorrow for track, that should be fun, like usual. I really hope it is nice out though, cause it sucks running in shitty weather.
I don't really wanna do anything right now, except sit here, and stare off into nothing.
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| I wanna see the movies of my dreams.. |
[09 Apr 2006|02:07am] |
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Today was amazing, I must say it has been the best day in a long time. The morning, I was not excited for but went over good (ACT). It wasn't bad the only parts that almost killed me were the reading (cause I read slow), and the Science just cause it was hard. I think I may have done good over all, I really hope I did good. That was from 8-1.
Then I came home, and got a hold of KVH (Kyle VanHowe). I ended up going and picking him up, then we went to Jim's music for some new drum sticks, then we went to Hardees. We headed back to his house to listen to some Skabominable Snowmen practice, then had our only little jam afterwards. BVH (Ben), KVH, and I ended up recording 6 songs, (2 of which got deleted). We are called "February Sucks" and the album name is "Change Me Back." It is love.
We ended up going from KVH's house over to Kramer's house for his birthday rave. It was awesome. We raved for basically 3 hours, lots of people showed up and left and showed up and left. The strobe strobed, and we just danced with our glow sticks, haha. We raved, pure dance for 3 hours, It was fun. People started fading off, and at the end around 12 it was the 4 of us; Kramer, Scotty M, Greg and I. We all just hungout. Scotty and Greg ended up leaving, and I just hungout with Andrew for about 45 mins, the my mother called and yelled at me so I had to leave at like 1:45 am.
Today was just...I can't even explain it. It was a good break of things, a day to get away. Today, I didn't think about anything, I had no troubles. Sometimes, you just need those days. Days like that give a person a refresher of life.
I wanna see the movies of my dreams...
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| Tired/Happy |
[06 Apr 2006|06:50pm] |
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Shpongle |
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Yeah, I am just beat. Track today was tough, we did ladders (100-200-300-400-300-200-100, then walk 100 between eachone) we did 2 sets of it. Afterwards, I just sorta layed around. I have just about finished my english project, I just need to make my visual aid of Russia/Siberia, it should be rad. I havn' hungout with mah darling in a while, I am starting to miss her, but this english and track have just had me tied up, it makes me sad. She called me last night, that made me really happy :)
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| Ending Credits |
[02 Apr 2006|09:45pm] |
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Opeth is amazing |
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I am tired, and I need sleep. This weekend was fun. TWIRP was good, dinner was good, it was all a blast. I am stressed with school right now. I have an English project due on Friday, a Track meet on Tuesday....in the Soo, Espanolandia on Thursday, ACT's on Saturday.....god dammit, I just want to be able to lay around, and relax. Went and saw Ice Age II and V for Vendetta this weekend, they both were phenominal movies and I recommend them to anyone looking to go see a movie. I just want to sit in my room for some reason, and stare at the computer screen, or play acoustic, I am so...blah right now.
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| Super! |
[30 Mar 2006|07:17pm] |
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Thats right! I'm talkin new neon Saucony running shoes! I am stoked, and ready to use them....to bad it's Thursday and there is no track tomorrow....but I may go anyways. Track is rad, I am ready to run. Twirp is this weekend, that should be fun. Kiersten and I are going in a huge group, I've never been in a group before...and on top of it, I really don't talk to any of the people in the group, they are just sorta acquantances. But you know, I'm not the type of guy to be uncomfortable in situations like these, I gotta make the best of this! It is going to rock. I think Kiersten, Kris, Kelsey and I are going to go see Ice Age tomorrow night, that is also going to be a blast; It looks really good. Life right now, is awesome, I'm not really sure if it could be going any better, well besides like ACT coming up and MEAPS right now. Everything is just excellent. Kiersten is my darling, and I love her :)
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| Tired |
[28 Mar 2006|09:20pm] |
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I didn't sleep good last night, it made me mad. Once I got in bed, I just wouldn't fall asleep.
Today was good, school was tiring, track was tiring. Track should be getting better soon, I just have to get back into running shape. After track, I came home and ate some dinner, then headed over to hangout with Kiersten. We layed around, and then watched maybe 1/2 of Fern Gully, which I forget how much I was scared of when I was little; we need to finish it. I need sleep.
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| Neato |
[27 Mar 2006|09:18pm] |
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Juanes |
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Wellll, today was the first day back, it wasn't bad...except the fact that I had to go get braces again, ugh. I need to memorize something for Spanish, Jaunes is a bastard. My teeth hurt. Track started today, I am out of running shape, but it should end up being a good time overall. I got home from track, then went over to hangout with Kiersten, I missed her. We hot tubbed, layed around, It was really nice :) She makes me happy. I was sorta crabby when I went there with me getting braces and what not, but then I hungout with her and everything got way better, I love her. (She also got me an awesome brown shirt from Hawaii.)
Im out, I gotta memorize.
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| Spring SUCK is more like it. |
[22 Mar 2006|11:35pm] |
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Batman Begins |
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I am so bored! BORED BORED BORED! I need someone to save me :( My fingers hurt from playing guitar, ugh. Break started out good with the meet and what not, for States. But now, that I'm home, I realize that just about EVERYONE is gone, this is sweet.
I miss my love, I wish she would come home.
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| Finally home |
[20 Mar 2006|12:04am] |
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States this weekend was super intense. These kids are amazing. Just about every other kid outside of the U.P is amazing, most likely because they train year round and what not, but still. I recieved 1 medel (8th) and 3 ribbons (12th, 14th, and 15th) for relays, and I have one more, but I'm not sure what it is, cause Im not sure what we placed in the last one. I got best times all around the weekend it was sweet. 200 Free split is now a 200.10, which is awesome. 100 Free split is now a 53.1 which beats out my finals time. Lastly, my 50 Free split is now FINALLY under a 24, at a 23.8. It is about time.
I am tired, and I need to sleep. Have an awesome spring break, mine has started superbly.
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| I like the feeling that I get. |
[15 Mar 2006|09:57pm] |
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Juanes....You bastard |
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You make my day so much better.....Even when you are sick. :)
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[15 Mar 2006|07:05pm] |
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Gah! I'm sick. My nose is stuffy, and it sucks. I have to swim this weekend. wtf?
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| Wow |
[14 Mar 2006|07:52pm] |
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Joe Satriani |
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Today was interesting. I am glad things worked out the way they did, I love you. I dont even know what to say.
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| Oh snap! |
[14 Mar 2006|09:39am] |
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Crosby, Stills, Nash, and Young |
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That's right! A snow day! WOOHOO! I got sick from this weekend, I was exhausted, I drained myself out, and now I'm sick. What am I gonna do today? Hmmm. I should figure something out; prolly take a shower, brush my teeth, eat...the usual. I am still tired, but I couldn't sleep anymore, ugh, not cool. States this weekend, Justin, Nolan, Devin, Adam, and I from Watercats..It should be awesome, some major ass kicking. Friday, Saturday, and Sunday, In Milwaukee.
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| No way. |
[13 Mar 2006|04:05pm] |
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A Perfect Circle |
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You think I'm over it like that *snap*? This is hard, it's not easy. You know, I try too keep a smile up at most times, cause I would rather try and be optimistic about things, instead of frowning and having shitty days. I am a positve person, I look for the goods. But with you and I, I think about it, and it sucks. I am not over you. I guess if one of us did something wrong, then it would be easier, but for some reason, this doesn't work for us. Love isn't enough, things are too confusing. But I don't know, we are just teenagers, maybe we don't quite understand? I wish things would workout, for once, and be awesome, I really do. So please don't think that I'm just shrugging the issue off.
I will always love you.
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| Alright |
[12 Mar 2006|09:28pm] |
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Sectionals wasn't that bad this weekend, I think it was worse than I thought it would be. I ended up qualifying in 6 relays for states this coming weekend in Milwaukee; that should be a blast. I am so tired right now, that I can't think straight, Man oh man.
Hmm, I am in just a cuddling mood right now, I need someone to cuddle with, haha.
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[11 Mar 2006|11:05pm] |
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Sectionals is going pretty good. Friday our 800 Freestyle relay (Justin, Me, Nolan, and Luke Barry) we qualified for states, I ended up going my best 200 time yet, 2:01. Today, was alright, Qualified in the 400 IM relay, doing freestyle with Justin in back, Andy Barry doing Breast, and Luke doing fly, I think we are gonna rock. I didn't really have any good 50 freestyle times today though, no one really did. Im not really upset about it though, I tried. The 200 IM A relay qualified for States too. Ian won't be able to go to states, so I get to take his spot doing a 50 fly, I am excited. The 200 Freestyle relay qualified also, but is still up for grabs for positions, it should be interesting. Tomorrow, I have the 100 Freestyle, 100 Fly, and the 400 Freestyle relay, I think tomorrow will be a good day.
I ALSO GOT A NEW SPEEDO TODAY! YES! It is black, with yellow seams, it is pretty rad, its just a lil guy.
This is the just the dawning of a new day.
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| Not exactly how I had planned it. |
[10 Mar 2006|10:52pm] |
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Nothing. |
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Yeah. I'm not even sure what to say.
All I know is that on the way home from the swim tonight, I had everything planned out way differently, I had hopes, which once again, got shattered. I know there is technicalities, I know things are wrong, I wanted to work on them. This gets harder every single time it happens. I understand that you have your views, what you think is best. I just wish that you would of told me something was wrong a while ago. I wish that I wouldn't have read all these entries, that bring so much hope, just to have them be slapped in my face when I have a stupid idea.
I'm not sure whats going to happen in the future, you say not right now, but when is a good time? Cause I really don't know. No, I'm not mad, I am just disappointed. I guess I'm sorta upset with myself and my stupid ideas.
I will always love you..but for now, I am crushed.
Wow, I have sectionals again tomorrow, this is going to blow.
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| Nothing at all |
[09 Mar 2006|01:02pm] |
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The Mars Volta |
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You know, I thought today would be different. But it's not, and I hate it.
Everything was fine, until it actually hit me what happened, now I just sit in this dismal room and do nothing, like usual.
This hurts.
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